No matter how many times people told me that the point of life is to live...I never actually got it.
It never actually occurred to me..that indeed that is the truth.
I would think...It doesn't matter I'm gonna die in the end.
but now when I think about it...
I realize. it does matter.
I can be remembered in some ways.
I want to be remembered...Everyone I believe has this desire..
Do you?
I don't want to be worldly famous...
If I write a book I want people to be able to relate...
I don't want them to be like..
Oh wow I like this book because everyone else does....
You know?
I haven't worked lately on anything but today...I plan on working all day in till I need sleep.
Not because I need to but because I want to.

I said I was planning on coming back August 3rd, but it may be sooner than that.


Also, I'd love to know what kind of stories, you all like that..
It would be awesome to know.

How has everyone been?